According to Facebook today is the day that my publishing job was "eliminated."
That was four years ago.
Since then I have done contract work. I have done freelance work. I have become a tutor. I have spent valuable time with my beautiful daughter.
While I no longer have any anger towards my former boss, I do have a bit towards the changes at the company that eliminated my job. I'm working on it.
Without it though I wouldn't be hopeful for the future. You see, I tutor.
I have a bunch of students ranging in age from 9 through 17. There's not one I dislike. They are all very different. Except this past week.
They all wanted to talk about the shooting in Florida.
The 9 year old had been shielded from the news, until that morning when her teacher talked about it with the class.
"Why would you allow someone who wants to shoot people to buy a gun?" she asked.
"Protection."
"You can protect yourself with a revolver." She said--using one of her vocabulary words. "You don't need an assault rifle."
One of the 16 year olds said, "I'm scared. I mean I'm seriously scared. I'm supposed to take the SATs in a month. What if someone comes in with a gun there? I mean seriously what if someone comes in to the SATs with an assault rifle? Fuck the NRA, I shouldn't have to worry about this when I'm studying all night for the SATs!" If she expected me to scold her use of the "F" word, she was wrong.
Three of the kids are, at their respective schools, organizing the walkouts and marches on Washington. (March for Our Lives, National School Walkout, and there's another one on April 20) They are asking me if the colleges I've heard about will have issues with them walking out. I checked with my alma mater and they said absolutely not--as long as they will be peaceful.
We've been talking about the constitution. We've been talking about the amendments--all of them.
I'm so stinking proud of these kids. I'm so honored that they talk to me and ask me questions. They like it when I don't pull my punches. One of them said, "You know, I thought when you grew up and became an adult you had all the answers." I shrugged and said that wasn't the way it is. My student grinned widely, "It's kind of nice to know that you guys can really screw stuff up too. I mean I figured it out since Trump was elected, but still--damn you know!" I couldn't have said it better myself
Were going through a dark time right now politically. Our leaders have lost their souls. Our leaders like the money they get from the NRA more than they like children's lives. Our leaders respect the right of people to own things that can kill them, rather than our right to exist. I think that these kids will be voting differently in November.
I watch these kids and I have hope.
I love that you re having these discontinued with your students. I love their reactions. I hope that somehow this can all change. It has to. I just don’t understand why it has to keep happening. Why we can’t fix this.
ReplyDeleteProps to you for having these discussions - it's a hard subject, and maybe we can make a difference if more people are willing to tackle hard subjects like this.
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